Sunday 26th

December

X-mas does start to look a bit like a distant memory and I preferred to cancel the whole thing all together.

A real shame actually as there will be a few x-masses in the future I won't spend with my family naturally so to sacrifice the last ones we would all spend being fit and healthy together seems like a bit of a waste really.

But three Covid tests and 14 days quarantine are a bit over the top just to have a celebration that would just be mad stressing around for the sake of it. Sticking to the title of the site (Celedebris) one should be able to realise when the party is not happening or actually came to an end a long time ago (Yeah I know I missed most of them and the ones I did attend I usually spent behind the bar or taking the rubbish out, well no... not a lot of fun cleaning up after drunkards).

Looks a lot like much of the global population seems unable to kick the habit and do find it rather difficult generally to know when its time to go home or just simply stay there.

Well never mind I enjoyed the peace and quiet. Going nowere seeing, nobody...heavenly silence....really I must be the only one for whom social distancing could not feel more perfect...cuts out all the drama...and this constant, ongoing, endless, mindless conversation...where recently everybody seems to be collectively conditioned to HAVE THE LATEST TRUTH.

And go marching (in the best case) or fighting (in the worst) for it...

Where was it that I said that something you have to fight for is already lost....???

Remember that from a few years in a different context....well I guess it is just simply to meddled to have  a clear shot at it. Can not say. Yeah but I think I said that before. The truth to me is still to tricksy to claim a right to.

Probably better to stick with seeing/feeling is believing....Unfortunately much of what I see at the moment is rather disturbing and actually quite unbelieveable. Somehow have the feeling that many of the marchers I know and the ones I don't will sooner or later all go up against each other and I really do not want to choose sides.

Still as always history does teach us nothing....

Guess it is like with children and the hot plate you have to let them touch it so they know....talking about it will simply not do. Just that in the current case I feel all those ridiculous kids (ungrown ups) out there will not just burn their hands or each other....as always they will take all the rest with them......

Was going to say "happy new year" but I am not so sure about what is coming....

So probably best to keep walking (Ok a few fun runs and creature walks must be allowed to warm up in the morning) to work and back and try to be seriously grateful for what I have... because I am.

So all my best wishes to everybody....Your's JUTH ....(who temporarily has had enough of the TRUTH)....