Wednesday

May 1st

Felt like culture after the wintry hibernation period of the last few months and went to Hatfield House. Just 20 mins outside of London. Weather was a little grey but I think I seriously have fallen in love with the place.  Was about time I fell for something (other than London which I here with officially brand as my last love ... all the other ones seem rather lost!!)

Watched so many movies and seen so many documentaries...now I can barely believe this is the real thing (s)...well whats left of it/them. Still history is so perfectly preserved in those places. Almost feels like time stands still. They had a few costumes up from "The Favourite"too. So much to see.....

Ghost Cabinet....

Cigarette break...

And well maybe the last century (maybe only 50 years) has (have) as a matter of fact been men’s most descending ones. 

All it takes is a look at artworks, clothing and craftsmanship before ….such skill, splendour and genius….”HANDMADE” !!!!

Uniquely created with an individual handwriting.

Coming from the heart and the head and the hand.

Everything seemed to have been in it’s right place (Unless of course one misfortunately got beheaded, disembowelled or put to the rack, not sure how many body parts (and organs!!) where lost and never again put into their proper position ever again. What orderly times we do live in ...not?  Feeling slightly dishevelled due to mostly self inflicted stess and strain routines? Not sure this counts as an excuse)

People ...! What is wrong with you?  Life should be more than comfortable with all this technology, advanced machinery and sicience, where all is digital and computer programmed. But it seems as always that is just not enough!

Guess after all the human race is prone to not just self descend but ultimately self destruct over and over again. Seems the normal/natural way of things. Erasing themselves by neutralizing most of their defining characteristics not just ecologically or from a human point of view.

Seems we are on our way to becoming undefined and almost under developed. Screen dependent, with a stiff neck, living on whatever else has come to replace the air and space around. Brains filled with clicks and “more “ buying options…

Leaving everybody to think on their feet. (Really in every second job advert this is a requirement!!!!) Yeah right...talking about ...everything in its right place....??? What is then actually right and what is wrong.  Gender neutrality pretty much a normal condition, ...two dicks and four breasts almost certainly a possibility....!!! 
 

Not exactly sure how I do see myself fit in "rightly" in the future. As my brains so far are mostly (!) functional and since ever I can remember perfectly well located in my head. Not sure how quickly evolution will render those physicalities….and my way of thinking?
But then there are so many things transferable these days, Really wondering in how far people are actually aware of how they are literally tramplling over their own mental health and general capacities.
Does that make me what…? Unadaptable. Well definitely one of those species on the brink of extinction....Well if I am lucky I will go in one piece. Isn't that what it is all about in our times keeping up appearances?