Sunday

July 20th

Tired, tired, tired....

2more weeks, 10 working days (five to nines), one more exam (on conception and marketing strategies of "how to sell all the stuff I never buy").... and then I ll get two weeks of being a "real person"......having felt a "normal one" 6 months to many I hardly even feel I am looking forward to it, in fact I am feeling nothing at all.... but that every f....ing bone in my body hurts.... again.

How good I can not feel "the L.O.V.E" no more either because I never wanted to just feel it in the 1st place...I wanted to live it and have a reason to be in it after I gave everything for it.

Thursday

July 31st

Last day before the last day... what else can I possibly say...!!!!