Saturday

November 24th

Ok finally (!!!) Galleries back up. Was slowly but surely turning into one of those unsatisfied customers, though I rather find it difficult to express myself in an appropriate way and manner having to speak German all the time. That poor bus driver will know, just hope he passed on my complaint in the exact same way that I worded it. Would have done it personally, but how come I have this funny feeling his superior will most certainly not travel on public transport....Well I hope(!!!) one of them speaks at least that much English then!!!!

So after two weeks of driving I finally start to feel like a normal person again. Still tired, still have no idea how I actually got through last year...but I won't make it but a few more weeks tops. Seems like "just about" was kind of exactly two weeks ago.

Will retreat myself to my smelly weekend addiction (sweet garlic-parseley-Yoghurt-sauce)now (geting back at the neighbours... somehow) and try not to worry about what happens after (the weekend or the next)....

Saturday

November 17th

Just felt like taking pictures of myself, never see myself no more, must be me though....

So I am still trying on/out that "queenish" look.....well maybe like this it comes closest to it???

Whatever....Because whatever...I can do and whatever....I can't....  it  "looks" like he will never know about it....What is not necessarily a bad thing....

Think I like that one...looks the closest to what I would probably like to look like.

Sunday

November 4rth

Maybe more like that? Does remotely look a bit like Dali....(Well I wish...) always liked those bricks from glass. No idea when I ll finish it. Wish I could just get back to "Creative Therapy"... and do nothing but that ... wait for x-mas. Boring can be so "peacefull" when its just me. Its like Iam never cold until I look at all those fed up, freezy people out there. And I am not sure if not just one more time the NOW-HERE that I am makes so much more sense but this constant, crazy trying "TO GET THERE". As if it would ever get me the place I really love to live in. Particularly in London....But I do miss it....OWAYS!

Thursday

November 1st

Hope the next one will be better should not do anything not having the time.

Do really love that Grönemeyer/ Hegarty Song...Will I ever learn...?????....Mmmhhh!!!!???Don t I already know???? Maybe better go to bed.